If I have sworn by
Thy Name or blasphemed it in thought, blamed or reproached anyone, or in my
anger have detracted or slandered anyone, or grieved anyone, or if I have got
angry about anything, or have told a lie, if I have slept unnecessarily, or if
a beggar has come to me and I despised or neglected him, or if I have troubled
my brother or quarreled with him, or if I have condemned anyone, or have
boasted, or have been proud, or lost my temper with anyone, or if when standing
in prayer my mind has been distracted by the glamour of this world, or if I
have had depraved thoughts or have overeaten, or have drunk excessively, or
have laughed frivolously, or have thought evil, or have seen the attraction of
someone and been wounded by it in my heart, or said indecent things, or made
fun of my brother's sin when my own faults are countless, or been neglectful of
prayer, or have done some other wrong that I cannot remember - for I have done
all this and much more - have mercy, my Lord and Creator, on me Thy wretched
and unworthy servant, and absolve and forgive and deliver me in Thy goodness
and love for men, so that, lustful, sinful and wretched as I am, I may lie down
and sleep and rest in peace. And I shall worship, praise and glorify Thy most honorable
Name, with the Father and His only-begotten Son, now and ever, and for all
ages. Amen.
St. Ephraim the Syrian, 306-373
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